I finished my "Veronica decides to die", and I had a lot to learn from it, because as a person I find myself very alike to the main character. Veronica lived her life as a closed person, not letting anyone close, who build a fake image of herself and instead of living a full life she would just stick to this boring image. And then she killed herself, didn't work out very well and she got into a mental hospital, where she was told that her suicide attempt ruined her heart and she had left a week to live.
And then in this week she discovers herself as she truly is, rebels against everything and everyone..and.......i'm not gonna tell you the rest because it would be a spoiler.
Anyway, I had the idea for the portrait only when I finished the book.
Changes can be hard, any new decision is hard. Environment, work, country, even decide on meeting new people.
But this is what life is about. We must not protect ourselves from the unknown, on the contrary, we must run into it with all our power.
It won't be easy. And most of the time the change will not go smooth, but the new environment will meet you as an enemy, with swords pointing against you. But that cannot stop or prevent our actions.
We must detach ourselves from the known, comfortable and stable, take a deep breath and dive into the new reality. Because otherwise, we will be a bunch of stuck, boring beings.
Why detachment? Because before any physical change, you must detach firstly your soul, mentally accept that you are moving forward.
Even death is like this. I think, in a way, that death evolves some courage inside it. Like, this is one of the most important changes in our life, and the act of accepting that you are going to die, letting go of whatever keeps you here and letting your soul detach and swift to the next realm...not every one is capable.
So be strong, my friends. Embrace changes.
(I am not high, i'm inspired!)
Days left: 86
Good night,
Smylik
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